Its not that I forgot I had a blog...the internet has become a very rare gift to me that I get every couple of days, and if I have the time, I use it to talk to loved ones or do work. Sadly, I haven't been recording my time here. But I guess that also means I've been having a fantastic time.
I've learned the following things in the past few months:
1. There is no limit to the gluttony and selfishness of people.
2. There are still polite and reasonable people in the world.
3. I have a hard time being myself in front of crowds.
4. I am my own worst enemy.
5. Even with all the time in the world to go to the gym, I still have trouble losing weight.
6. I love food.
7. I can be in a caring, loving relationship without the idea of marriage hanging over our heads.
8. I do want kids.
9. I don't want kids.
10. I don't want kids until I'm old enough to have wisdom, but young enough to run.
11. I prefer warm weather, but not humidity.
12. I cling onto people when I know they want to leave.
13. I am explosive and a little bi-polar.
14. I like drinking, but I need more nights off than on to function.
15. I have a hard time with self motivation.
16. My "hard-working OCD" side and my "Party free-loving" side are in constant battle.
17. I would rather have a brother-like friend than a bunch of girlfriends.
18. I miss my brother.
19. I don't know whether I want to be a musical theatre performer or a singer-songwriter.
20. I don't know if I can have both and still be focused.
More stories to come. I promise this time.
